This website is borne out of profound loss. It is a space where I share my journey through grief, and the ways I’ve learned—slowly, painfully, and with grace—to live beyond it. I write to honour Fidel, to reflect on love and resilience, and to offer comfort to others 

navigating their own path through sorrow.

Ada Fahnbulleh.

'When asked, ‘Do you remember Fidel?’ I want them to say, ‘Oh yes, he was a smooth guy.’

Fidel Fahnbulleh 1976  - 1995